Lord help us

We serve such an amazing God. This week I was reading John when Jesus was praying for his followers right before he was arrested. The thing that caught my attention was He knew that He was about to die, to be tortured in some of the most horrific ways possible and His concern was not for himself. Which is exactly where my concern would be. His cry was for us.......For me........2,000 years ago my Lord and Saviour was praying that I would have his joy,that I would be kept safe from the evil one,and that i would see His glory. He consistently showed selfless love.
Who are we to complain and make excuses. How dare we justify not praying for someone or sharing His love. God help us to love like you love, to see what you see, and be what you want us to be. I pray against the temptation to be lukewarm and comfortable. All that you say is true and this includes hell. I pray that we don't keep you a secret, that the world can't help but know your love through us. Give us courage,wisdom,strength,endurance, and passion for your kingdom.

What once was

In my head consume my thoughts

You live in the depths,

in the dark.

You show yourself to pierce the heart.

Pain lost only for a moment

Surfacing unkown to me

Time damaging.

Slicing apart my security

my love for me

No more

It's gone with the dream

That I could forget, move on, be happy

Buried there's safety

Lies I tell myself

last not

Reality burns a hole in hope

Forgotten til it hurts

Coming back full force

with aggression worse this time

Hateful.

gonna wipe me out

Healed,never

Poision slowy killing the girl inside me

Past hurt, Futures gone

Always reminicent of what once was.

First Blog

Ok here goes this is my first blog on blog spot. Intro into my blogs. All my blogs are thoughts...... "throw up" if you will of what is going on in my heart, my head, and my life. They are personal and very honest of how i feel. It's a way to released that which needs to be released and share what needs to be shared.