What once was

In my head consume my thoughts

You live in the depths,

in the dark.

You show yourself to pierce the heart.

Pain lost only for a moment

Surfacing unkown to me

Time damaging.

Slicing apart my security

my love for me

No more

It's gone with the dream

That I could forget, move on, be happy

Buried there's safety

Lies I tell myself

last not

Reality burns a hole in hope

Forgotten til it hurts

Coming back full force

with aggression worse this time

Hateful.

gonna wipe me out

Healed,never

Poision slowy killing the girl inside me

Past hurt, Futures gone

Always reminicent of what once was.